It's been two years and my heart aches as if freshly broken.
I miss my brother, my husband misses a friend, and my children are missing out on an Uncle.
But I know your love is all around and I know that I'm being held.
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| Nicholas |
Some say that life, you can't rewind
Even when time is on your side
Some say that pain, it makes you strong
And you find the strength to carry on
Some say what's lost is never found
But I know your love comes back around
Some say that tears are meant to fall
What good is crying after all?
There are mistakes you can't undo
Then they bring out the best in you
Some say what's lost will soon be found
But I know your love is all around
Two months is too little, they let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling
Who told us we'd be rescued
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares
We're asking why this happens to us
Who have died to live, it's unfair
This is what it means to be held
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held
This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows
The wise hand opens slowly
To lilies of the valley and tomorrow
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held
If hope if born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait for one hour
Watching for our Savior
This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held


